To write or not to write, that is the question. Whether tis
nobler in the mind to appear more than human in powering through virus or
bacteria, or to admit mortality in the face of such tiny invaders and to wilt,
thereby defeating them.
Enough with butchering Shakespeare. The wisdom of sick days
is in the eyes (and constitution) of the ailing. Some people can work through
just about anything. I’m not one of them.
Pain? No problem. I cannot work through having my mental
capacity impaired. Most illnesses only kick me in the teeth for a day then
linger for a few more. I can usually get at least a partial word count out of
that. Some bugs come along, though, and grab hold of my brain. This is a real
thing. Pick up a copy of The Great Influenza for evidence. A flu virus at the
end of WW I set the stage for WW II, all because the virus didn’t just infect
the body of the US president negotiating the truce. It crossed the blood/brain
barrier and infected his brain, leading to a treaty being signed that he’d been
opposed to signing.
It’s a rare cold or flu that turns my brain to goo, but when
one does, I am down for the count. There will be zero word count. There will be
bad TV, tea, soup, and likely, an odd-tasting Chinese Herbal medicine to drink.
I’ll always drink them, though, because those herbs kick viral backside and I
get to work much faster.
My real problem, one I haven’t found a way around, yet, is
migraines. They are the single reason I lose the most days per year of work. They
are a perfect storm of neurological impairment and blinding pain that manifests
as mental impairment. Sometimes, the blind part is 100% true. No writing
through what amounts to an electrical storm in the brain. I have yet to find a
way to push language and coherent thought through a migraine in order to muscle
out word count. My best coping mechanism is to take my meds, go to bed, and get
back at it when I wake.
Most of the time, this works out just fine. Now that I’m on
deadline (and this is a migraine night – for the forensically minded, you might
be able to detect a pattern by comparing my posts over time – I secretly
suspect I make less sense and that posts written under the influence of
migraine jump around) if I need to fold up shop early because of a migraine, I
make up the word count on the weekend. My deadlines are figured without me
working weekends. That allows for make ups as needed. It also allows me to
remain married and acquainted with my family.
For the record, I’m not in favor of powering through
your body's signals to rest. It doesn’t make you tough or virtuous. It makes you deaf to your body's ability to heal itself. Besides, if you’re going out in public
while you’re sick, you're not taking your responsibility for preventing the
zombie apocalypse at all seriously. Do you really want the CDC to identify you
as patient zero? Oh. Wait. I guess if you were patient zero, you won’t care.
You’ll be strolling the ruined remains of civilization looking for a tasty
snack of brains.
From messing up Hamlet to zombies in one post. Do I win?
I bow down to you! Last paragraph says exactly how I look at it as well.
ReplyDeleteAnd Yay for zombies!
For your edification, January 27 is Zombie Apocalypse day in my neighborhood. Seriously. It was in the paper. (Disaster preparedness at the local community center...)
DeleteLOL, you definitely win.
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